well for a lil while i went through a state where i didnt really care about anything i couldnt like anyone even though i tried and just nothing mattered....i had a breakdown the day after my bday after driving around and rebuyin the shirt i lost at the mall...and i had a reason to break down but thats not why i just did....idk well heres this update im comin out of it finally so yaiee

                       Jubillee Camille Wing

                                      aka

                         Angee Renee Prater 

Where were you?

You always want me home

Yet no ones ever there

I'm better off alone

then rotting here

I've always raised myself

Why does it matter now?

Its too late to turn around

You always bring me down

This is why i want to leave

to go back to being on my own

I was better off then

While  you were out sleeping with men

Its sad that you leave me stranded

so you can go out and have fun

but youve done that your whole life

theres so much still i havent done

I'm wasting my life

You just dont understand

when will it be my turn

when are you going to learn

That youve never been there for me

you never did anything

I've never loved you

It doesnt matter what i do

the only person you care for is you

Im almost out

so please dont try and stop me

I just want to get away

and get to be free

By Jubillee Camille Wing

4-16-06

great party

well it wasnt as fun as i would have hoped... the house party was good...i was hyper and having fun... but then i stayed at the pool hall while everyone else left to get drunk....then i had to watch certain ppl making out with other ppl....then i tried x and it didnt do anything....ima get high soon hopefully....make myself feel better....that'll make it night 8 i guess.....i have to work at 4 tomorrow so ya its late love whoever reads this

                                              Jubillee aka Angee

My Simple Desires

I hate all of this. this isn’t fair it’s not my fault why is everything so fucking shitty. I just want to sit alone and cry I want to get out I cant do anything this is fucking shit she wont leave me alone I want her to just leave me alone I didn’t do anything why does she have to be that way I hate her I want her to die I want to die just fucking shit fuck everything!!!!